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Unrequited love....

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 01:38:37 GMT

-Seeing him looking at her and my heart hurts like hell, yet I'm willing to take this in as long as he'll be happy...

-Looking into his eyes, and catching a glimpse of his lonely world...

-Starting a fight with him, just so that I can be on his mind more than her for 1 day...

-Cracking tons of jokes just to make him laugh and see him smile...

-Holding onto those little precious moments that we shared...

-Remembering every little touch that was like a moment of eternal happiness...

-Comforting him and hoping he feels my warmth...

-Catching all the little facts about himself he slips into our conversations...

-Feeling calm and giddy at the same time in his presence...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 01:40:23 GMT

Happy Valentine's Day!

It's exactly two weeks until my birthday...

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 01:10:46 GMT

Can anyone hear the song at all?? Every time I put up a song, no one hears it....

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 02:12:59 GMT

The past few weeks have been pretty sucky for me. So many things happened....

I wish I had someone that will give me a slight pat and tell me everything's gonna be alright when I have a sucky day. All my parents do is make me feel worse. All they do is say things that just make my day more sucky. They never tell me everything's gonna be alright. Just once, I wish that they'll tell me everything's gonna be alright. I'm so depressed now...

I think I finally feel some true teen angst.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 00:49:54 GMT

Oh dear...tomorrow is the end of the first marking period... I think I'm gonna be failing so many of my classes.....

This week I had a really bad day. I think it was Monday. Like one of those days when nothing seems to be right. First, I missed my train so I had to wait for the next one, and that made me ten minutes late to my first period class. Then, as I was walking to the school, this person blew smoke right into my face . When I came home from school, I banged my toe into a door and it hurt like hell . *sigh* I'm so glad it all passed....

Anyway....my latest guilty pleasure is the Taiwan drama, "Devil Beside You" (Woah!! So many kiss and almost-kiss scenes!!! XD)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 23:58:04 GMT

The past week and this week has been so awesome!!! Two days off each week! Thanks goes to the Jewish peeps !

School days are starting to become a cycle: wake up => go to school => come home => homework => dinner => shower => sleep => cycle starts all over again. I hate this cycle! Life is too boring like this~~! The good thing is that I have my TV and computer to keep me alive, happy, and entertained .

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 02:40:22 GMT

OMG! I survived my first full week of high school!!! LOL~~

School is horrible, each day feels so freaking long! The school day starts from 7:57AM to 3:24PM for me. That's wayyy too much of school!!! Oh well, I hope I can survive through high school without me breaking apart, lol. How's everyone else's school days?

Friday, August 05, 2005

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 01:16:07 GMT

Nope, I'm not dead yet. Finally an update after so many months, haha!

How has everyone's summer been? Mine has been a blast! I can't believe it's already August and that school starts in about 1 more month . I miss everyone sooooo much....everytime I think back or look at the yearbook, my heart aches so much with this nostalgic feeling. The yearbook is horrible because the last page is a snapshot of the Lab school building and it makes me so sad to look at it. I feel so incomplete without you guys....

On the other hand, my summer vacation itself has been a blast. I got hooked onto Alias, read a lot of cool manga, read a lot of good books (very surprising and out of character for me to have actually read 23 books since summer vacation started, lol), and managed to daydream a whole lot. Oh well...the sad part is that school will be starting next month....

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sat, 21 May 2005 19:08:09 GMT

Today was the Brooklyn Tech orientation day and math placement test. I think I did really bad on the test 'cause it was really hard (everyone says it's hard). Anyway, it doesn't really matter. At first I had doubts about the school since no one else from Lab is going, but now, I really look forward to going to the school! It seems like a really nice school! As my friend says, nothing beats paying Tech a visit.

Holla at the chatterbox!!!!

Monday, April 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 18:44:51 GMT

This weekend was so awesome!!! Everything was perfect!! First, that piano teacher didn't freakin' yell at me (and that was in the morning so it brightened my day a whole lot). Second, I got 100 on my Chinese school midterm!!! Third, the weather was so nice and sunny! Fourth, I started watching this really great Korean drama called "Full House" and I'm about to watch another episode of it right now !! I wanna get the DVDs and I'm saving up for them now. I wish everyday would be like this....if only...