Unrequited love....

-Seeing him looking at her and my heart hurts like hell, yet I'm willing to take this in as long as he'll be happy...

-Looking into his eyes, and catching a glimpse of his lonely world...

-Starting a fight with him, just so that I can be on his mind more than her for 1 day...

-Cracking tons of jokes just to make him laugh and see him smile...

-Holding onto those little precious moments that we shared...

-Remembering every little touch that was like a moment of eternal happiness...

-Comforting him and hoping he feels my warmth...

-Catching all the little facts about himself he slips into our conversations...

-Feeling calm and giddy at the same time in his presence...

Currently Watching Gilmore Girls - The Complete First Season see related

Happy Valentine's Day!

It's exactly two weeks until my birthday...

Currently Listening This Way By Jewel see related

The past few weeks have been pretty sucky for me. So many things happened....

I wish I had someone that will give me a slight pat and tell me everything's gonna be alright when I have a sucky day. All my parents do is make me feel worse. All they do is say things that just make my day more sucky. They never tell me everything's gonna be alright. Just once, I wish that they'll tell me everything's gonna be alright. I'm so depressed now...

I think I finally feel some true teen angst.

Oh dear...tomorrow is the end of the first marking period... I think I'm gonna be failing so many of my classes.....

This week I had a really bad day. I think it was Monday. Like one of those days when nothing seems to be right. First, I missed my train so I had to wait for the next one, and that made me ten minutes late to my first period class. Then, as I was walking to the school, this person blew smoke right into my face . When I came home from school, I banged my toe into a door and it hurt like hell . *sigh* I'm so glad it all passed....

Anyway....my latest guilty pleasure is the Taiwan drama, "Devil Beside You"  (Woah!! So many kiss and almost-kiss scenes!!! XD)